448. TALKING TO YOUR CHILD LIKE AN IDIOT IS PRETTY MUCH SETTING THEM UP TO BECOME AN IDIOT.

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I used to have this down. I used to let words flow freely from my mouth. I never entered a conversation saying “sure”, or “I don’t know”.

Its like the little confidence I had, you just sucked out of me, that one time, when we were kissing on your floor.

Now I’m in grand rapids, and its hard for me not to speak, but its even harder to speak because I don’t know what to say.

I would love to be the person that I used to be before I let things get out of the hand. Now I am completely broken? I am confused. I am defeated. I let you win, I let everyone win, I lost, I went down, and I didnt grab anyone with me. Im floating in this puddle in my confused, funny, ugly, strange conscience.

You know what the worst part about it is? There is no reason to be proud of myself. I am doing everything that everyone else does. I am doing less. I cannot create, I reflect everything that everyone has to offer and its not good enough and its noones fault but my own.

I am unproud, unwell, and stuck in my mind. I keep to myself. I stay away, all for good reason.

439. SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO GET OUT AND SEE THE WORLD TO REALIZE WHAT YOU'VE LEFT BEHIND.

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